Hmmmm.....so many ideas come to mind. Put it outside for the neighborhood cats to pee on? How about drop it off to him while he is at work and because he locks his car leave it out for everyone to go through? Ok, ok so I wont do either of those things because I feel I am the adult and I want to be civil about this. I tried to call him but he doesn't return any calls. I texted but those don't get returned either. I don't even try email because he probably has me blocked on that too. I did call his parents house, where he is living, and his mother finally answered the phone. Her response was to leave it on the porch there. I said no I wanted to talk to him. She of course responded that he didn't want to talk to me and I should leave that as closure. I told her it was between him and I and I wasn't going to discuss this with her. She kept going on, so I hung up on her. (I know not very adult, but I feel she is one of the reasons he left, she didn't care for me much) Is it wrong of me to want that closure, to be able to tell him how I feel? I want to be heard damn it! I also want to know what the real reason is for him leaving. It can't be just because I'm a slob (as he put it). I considered tonight meeting him at work (he works nights) but then thought against it because I don't want him more mad at me. Part of me wants to give him his space for a while but then there is the other part that says no I want this done too.
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